if you still want to stay in touch,

http://kjt.tumblr.com/

ill still check up on you guys once in a while. my aim is:omg its kjt again. let's talk. (=

updates/discoveries:
1) after 1+ year at motophoto, i got fired.
2) i'm discovering i really don't like people.
3) christmas break is always sub par.
4) i turn night into day.... every vacation. if i ever was a bum and not in school, i'd never see daylight.
5) i want to get drunk.
6) the only way i can sleep is with sleeping pills now.
7) i'm back to using 'omg its kjt' for aim, if anyone wants to talk to me.


Put me in your suitcase, let me help you pack
Cuz you're never coming back, no you're never coming back

ROBERT FOUND MY LIVEJOURNALLLL.
stalker.
i forgot it was linked on my fbook.

psh.
whatever.
watching pan's labrynth for spanish.... i've already seen it but i was bored watching it.

i dont think i'm going to have like any friends on this thing cause don't remember like who anyone is on this crap. besides, it's weird that people i dont talk to regularly can read this. so bye i'm not adding you back if you even notice. i'll just have this to remind myself of all the dumb shit i do during high school. so much of this stuff that is friend-locked is so angstyyyyyy and so not like who i am now haha.

like how rob and i made everyone think we broke up in this ridculous fight right before all our college friends came home. and then we told people at the hush sound concert and everyone was either 'wtfffffff you guys are dumb amd totally wasted our time' or 'i hate you die kthx'

haha.
my job sucks. i took pictures of the family i did last year that was AWFULLLLL TO MEEEE and they only bought 80 bucks of stuff which was sooooo annoying. i worked so hard but nope. ugh. :x

k byeeeeeeeee

11/09, and the weather's fine..
except, oh wait, it was snowing this morning.

junior year can suck it. i hate it with a passion. i am not a fan of working this hard. good thing i want to do pre-med. :( i might kill myself with that workload.

i forget what its like to update this on a regular basis.

next wednesday is me and rob's 6 month anniversary. we're going to a hush sound concert, yay! i love that boy to piecessss. time flies. i don't remember myself before i met him. i was such a wreck... i re-read a lot of these stupid entries haa. good thing i f-locked them. :/

happy birthday to me!
yesterday was my 17th birthday. woohoo. (:

hiiii. is anyone on here still alive? i think i'll keep updating this if theres any one left. i got a new laptop today (:

i love my epic summer.
i'll write it all down when my head isn't spinning.

so i'm at johns hopkins uni in baltimore for this supernerd course... right now i'm sitting in the library. and duuuuude wow i'm way over my head. everyone here is megz smart and idk it just feels really weird. I definitely don't belong here. not fun. homework was to read like 300 pages last night but me and my roomate were just like fuck it and didn't. i scrapbooked all night instead. class starts in 15 minutes and we're at this library super far away so i guess i should get off and start walking. blah.

i've been calling rob every night and i miss him like crazy :( he's in bermuda and comes back on friday but i don't come home til the 12th! how sad. oh well. i feel bad b/c its gonna be really expensive for him but whatever.

caitlin is being a stupid hoebag and making me get off.
blah.

i'm alive.
i haven't updated this piece of crap in so long. but today i was so bored i was clearing out my bookmarks, and remembered about my lj.
so, hi. (:

good god... so much shit has happened in the last year. i can't even begin to explain...
school is almost over. this year passed in a haze. i dont remember a lot of it. but what i do remember it's been pretty okay. i lost a lot of friends this year, but i also gained a few so i guess it's fair.

high school is a bitch. finals start on friday and i'm basically fucked.
i started caring about school this year, but i've also done a lot of stupid things.

btw,
i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. i had a house party two weeks ago and he randomly showed up with a truckload of people i didnt know at the time, haha. we ended up talking and hooking up and i sort of live in millburn now because of him. his name is rob and hes pretty awesome. he's a senior, and i love our situation because it's turning into the kind of summer love you read about in books and see in movies. it drives me insane when i think about him leaving, but the nights i spend with him are just so amazing that i just forget about it.

i had a half day because of new jersey heat. which is fucked up. whatever. caught up with olivia over mozzarella sticks.

tomorrow is going to suck.