valent1nes@lj

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 00:11:07 GMT

if you still want to stay in touch,

http://kjt.tumblr.com/

ill still check up on you guys once in a while. my aim is:omg its kjt again. let's talk. (=

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:15:39 GMT

updates/discoveries:
1) after 1+ year at motophoto, i got fired.
2) i'm discovering i really don't like people.
3) christmas break is always sub par.
4) i turn night into day.... every vacation. if i ever was a bum and not in school, i'd never see daylight.
5) i want to get drunk.
6) the only way i can sleep is with sleeping pills now.
7) i'm back to using 'omg its kjt' for aim, if anyone wants to talk to me.

Put me in your suitcase, let me help you pack
Cuz you're never coming back, no you're never coming back

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 01:07:23 GMT

ROBERT FOUND MY LIVEJOURNALLLL.
stalker.
i forgot it was linked on my fbook.

psh.
whatever.
watching pan's labrynth for spanish.... i've already seen it but i was bored watching it.

i dont think i'm going to have like any friends on this thing cause don't remember like who anyone is on this crap. besides, it's weird that people i dont talk to regularly can read this. so bye i'm not adding you back if you even notice. i'll just have this to remind myself of all the dumb shit i do during high school. so much of this stuff that is friend-locked is so angstyyyyyy and so not like who i am now haha.

like how rob and i made everyone think we broke up in this ridculous fight right before all our college friends came home. and then we told people at the hush sound concert and everyone was either 'wtfffffff you guys are dumb amd totally wasted our time' or 'i hate you die kthx'

haha.
my job sucks. i took pictures of the family i did last year that was AWFULLLLL TO MEEEE and they only bought 80 bucks of stuff which was sooooo annoying. i worked so hard but nope. ugh. :x

k byeeeeeeeee

can't sleep.

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 05:50:05 GMT

11/09, and the weather's fine..
except, oh wait, it was snowing this morning.

junior year can suck it. i hate it with a passion. i am not a fan of working this hard. good thing i want to do pre-med. :( i might kill myself with that workload.

i forget what its like to update this on a regular basis.

next wednesday is me and rob's 6 month anniversary. we're going to a hush sound concert, yay! i love that boy to piecessss. time flies. i don't remember myself before i met him. i was such a wreck... i re-read a lot of these stupid entries haa. good thing i f-locked them. :/

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:44:09 GMT

happy birthday to me!
yesterday was my 17th birthday. woohoo. (:

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 21:15:41 GMT

hiiii. is anyone on here still alive? i think i'll keep updating this if theres any one left. i got a new laptop today (:

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:09:32 GMT

i love my epic summer.
i'll write it all down when my head isn't spinning.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:15:47 GMT

so i'm at johns hopkins uni in baltimore for this supernerd course... right now i'm sitting in the library. and duuuuude wow i'm way over my head. everyone here is megz smart and idk it just feels really weird. I definitely don't belong here. not fun. homework was to read like 300 pages last night but me and my roomate were just like fuck it and didn't. i scrapbooked all night instead. class starts in 15 minutes and we're at this library super far away so i guess i should get off and start walking. blah.

i've been calling rob every night and i miss him like crazy :( he's in bermuda and comes back on friday but i don't come home til the 12th! how sad. oh well. i feel bad b/c its gonna be really expensive for him but whatever.

caitlin is being a stupid hoebag and making me get off.
blah.

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 19:26:21 GMT

i'm alive.
i haven't updated this piece of crap in so long. but today i was so bored i was clearing out my bookmarks, and remembered about my lj.
so, hi. (:

good god... so much shit has happened in the last year. i can't even begin to explain...
school is almost over. this year passed in a haze. i dont remember a lot of it. but what i do remember it's been pretty okay. i lost a lot of friends this year, but i also gained a few so i guess it's fair.

high school is a bitch. finals start on friday and i'm basically fucked.
i started caring about school this year, but i've also done a lot of stupid things.

btw,
i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. i had a house party two weeks ago and he randomly showed up with a truckload of people i didnt know at the time, haha. we ended up talking and hooking up and i sort of live in millburn now because of him. his name is rob and hes pretty awesome. he's a senior, and i love our situation because it's turning into the kind of summer love you read about in books and see in movies. it drives me insane when i think about him leaving, but the nights i spend with him are just so amazing that i just forget about it.

i had a half day because of new jersey heat. which is fucked up. whatever. caught up with olivia over mozzarella sticks.

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 23:44:23 GMT

tomorrow is going to suck.

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 16:36:13 GMT

holy shit my mom is lenient?
i got grounded for a month (i can't go anywhere after school except work and the lit mag), my phone taken away, but oh shit i can still go to semi. i mean, i'm taking tom who is MAJORLY into drugs which is hilarious but i told my mom he's major straightedge and a level-headed guy (which i guess he is, but with my current predicament its rly funny to me). anyway happy because i doesn't even feel like i'm in trouble. she's not even telling my dad! rejoice.

i'm listening to the two released hush sound songs and i'm SO excited for march 18th. :DDDDD they said they were writing new songs back at bamboozle, and i'm finally glad to hear them! i want to go to bamboozle again. i gotta get on those tickets >_>

home because i woke up with a lovely stomach virus :D

i feel strangely good. :D sort of fasting with my stomach, talking to brandon for the first time in forever, listening to the hush sound....i'm happy!

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 02:40:51 GMT

hi i'm not dead yet.
i just got caught smoking yesterday hahahaaa im in so much shit but my parents haven't given me an official punishment other than taking my phone away.
so. i'm worried when they finally do dole it out. :x

ugh.
so now i get to have the fun job of finding new friends (that are actually going to be allowed over) because apparently i can't hang out with anyone that does anything bad anymore.. although if my mother went to my school for a day she'd probably die because of the amount of ridiculous drinking/smoking/illegal stuff! she's such a square it's really funny sometimes. :x

anyway, i'm switching to a new math class which is going to be tons of fun because i'm going into retarded math because i got a 54 (WITH the curve) on my midterm :D but now that im not allowed out indefinitely, i'll most likely just spend lovely amounts of time at home studying.

i ate so much dominos pizza today i wanted to shoot myself. :x bleh. i have to go on a serious diet for april! yay mexico trip. not so yay going to the beach :x

woo.
gotta finish an english paper.

merry christmas :]

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 20:14:24 GMT

-an iHome2go from alex :DD cause i always steal my moms, and this one has radio! :D yay

:DDD!!!
i had the second season already, and i'm SO GOOD NOW :]]] i plan on watching ALL OF THEM tonight. XP

a pair of hydraulic jeans

this shirt in white

- two turkish bath soaps in rose :D one with an evil eye thing on it, which i plan on putting in my room next to my tibetan prayer flags! :D
-$250 from my grandmother
-$50 from my mom
- handmade bracelets from my aunt and uncle, to match my ever expanding wrist things :D
- also from my aunt and uncle:
it's so cute! i might put some up around my room :D
(the wolf and coyote ones are so cute XP)
-
-$60 in iTunes
- AND which IS AMAZING :D Its the size of my bed. XD it's burgundy ^_^
^_________^

- my mom helped with 2 sets of cashmere sweaters for my brother and two undershirts for him from jcrew :D
- a bottle of rombauer wine and some italian wine for john, with and a nice wine stopper/vacumm thing
- an ornament from ecuador for mum
- a galapagos calender for mum
- this amazing M.A.C gift set for my mum in her colors:
- a crabtree and evelyn rose 'hatbox' set for my grandmother

- a gumball machine for andrea, for her mega m&ms XD
- for andrea/dad for fish/meat
-a basket of beer for my dad XDD it's like really obscure and weird beer, and idk i thought it'd be funny
(my mum bought all the alcohol hhahahaha)

all in all a good day! it was fun. tomorrow at 10 i go to my dad's :D

happy holidays to everyone! <3

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 03:34:28 GMT

boys suck!
tests suck!
and worst of all:
vivid, caffeine induced dreams of you overdosing and your best friend turning out to be a man suck too!

AHHHH.
i think imma have an open journal from now on.
and i need to update this thing more.
life has been so busyyyyyyyyyy

Thu, 18 May 2006 01:31:29 GMT

friends only.

comment to be added♥.